I was laying in bed thinking about how ... My life is still.
I loaded up the wagon, did my best to rig it up to the greatest star. Only it went no where... somehow.. the wheels were wrong... the color was not right... the harness was not soft enough... The star I picked... well it wasn't the right one... I needed the one to the left 4 inches... nope.. to the right 5 inches..
Ok... that was the right one.. but still The right clothing had to be packed... the blue pants.. not the red... Wait... now we need the other underware...
I kept saying... if we just start going, we will work the rest out.... Things can be delt with... if we just start moving....
nope.... can't leave yet....
at one point it all just gets annoying, and it's time to move on... time to ... just accept what you have in the wagon is good enough... and you have to leave...
The train is leaving the station.... either you are going to be on it ... or not....
so... some of my thoughts on where the universe is taking me... well... it just seems like, I'm not sure anymore... but I guess I'm moving forward... and there was going to be no more waiting... even if I had to move forward alone....
sure that means the destination is different... or that there are some other paths..... But at least the Wagon is moving ....
That is something..
1 comment:
I'm really impressed w/ the stuff that you've been writing. Not all happiness for sure, but articulate, clear, and perceptive. Lots of growth, my friend. You know why they say that the hallways sure are hell.
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